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Torniquet - Evanescense

April 30th, 2008

I tried to kill the pain,
But only brought more.
(So much more)
I’m dying,
And I’m pouring, crimson regret, and betrayal.

I’m dying,
Praying,
Bleeding,
Screaming.
Am I too lost to be saved ?
Am I too lost ?
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.

Do you remember me ?
Lost for so long.
Will you be on the other side ?
Will you forgive me ?

I’m dying,
Praying,
Bleeding,
Screaming.

Am I too lost to be saved ?
Am I too lost ?

My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.

(Return to me salvation)
(I want to DIE!)

My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.

My wounds cry for the grave.
My soul cries, for deliverance.
Will I be denied ?
Christ! Tourniquet! My suicide.

My Thoughts: Lately, a lot of things happened at work that I feel like I am sacrificing my soul. I have never felt so far from God than before. I want to take a retreat. It feels like nothing right is happening. Yes, I get the material things I need and want but what is the status of my spirit? I feel like there is a wall between me and God and I have to break that wall. Nakakalungkot isipin na minsan the things that happen in our life brings us away from God. And sometimes, you feel that you have no choice. When you fire employees, when you reprimand someone, when you lose your temper, when you think bad of someone, makes me feel that I am turning my back from God. I pray that I am not too lost to be saved.

Categories : Anthem, My Thoughts