Do you know what your name means?  It means God’s gracious gift.  For me, you are truly a gift from God.  A lot of things happened when you came.  A lot of things changed.  Because of this, I know that God has brought you into my life for a reason.  You helped me through a stage of my life when I thought I cannot move on.  You showed me that I deserve more and that I have the capacity to love again with the same intensity, or perhaps even stronger than before.  You made me realize that I deserve to be loved and put the smile back on my face.  You made me want to become better.  I am deeply sorry for my lack of trust in you, perhaps I don’t trust myself enough and that I have so much fear because of my past.  I should have believed you and the magic you speak of.  Of the natural things, of our destiny - our destiny to be together for the rest of our lives.  I love you and I always will.

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