After 4 failed relationships, I’m already tired.  Im so tired of falling in love and ending with a broken heart. I don’t want to fall in love again but it is like saying I want my heart to stop beating.  I guess I will just create a wall around me.    Everything in life is a risk so it’s not really a matter of taking it or not - it is deciding which risk to take.  Kakapagod na mainlove tapos lolokohin ka lang naman.  Tapos, you will hear them say sorry and since you love them, magpapakatanga ka naman at papatawarin sila.   Or you will fall for someone feeling that he also feels the same, then it turns out that he is just being nice and he cannot afford to hurt you by telling you that he doesn’t really like you.  So, you end up hoping for a long time that somehow he will say he loves you but all is in vain.  I guess men are just like that and finding one who is good is like finding a diamond in the middle of the Pacific Ocean.  I don’t want to sound bitter but I’m really tired of men’s games that I am already considering staying single for the rest of my life to save my heart from misery.

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