Two days from now, I will celebrate the day you came into my life.  Two days from now, I can still remember how I smiled when I saw your message on my phone.  Four days from now, I can still remember how we shared that moment when nothing seems to matter.  How I cannot look into your eyes and how you asked me questions no one dared to ask.

November 17, 2007, I got a message from you asking me about the requirements for candidates.  November 19, 2007 you went to our office for your first interview.  December 10, 2007, the day we became friends.

Funny, how I still remember those dates but how can I forget?  Those were one of the greatest days of my life.  It was on those dates that you have come into my life and opened my heart again.

Time quickly flies.  You still haven’t told me how you feel but things are different now.  One thing stays the same though… I still love you.  I guess I love you even more that I did before.

I miss you my love.  After our talk last Thursday, I have understood a lot of things about you.  I felt your pain and the more I want to be there to help you, support you and cheer you up.  I want to ease your pain, to take care of you until it hurts no more.  I can still feel the warmth of you hand on mine.  The warmth of your embrace is like a dream that lingers in my mind.  I want to stay in your arms forever.  To be held by you until the sun sets.

I know you have your fears.  Fear of losing and fear of getting hurt.  But like what you have told me:  “How else would you win if you don’t take chances? You don’t lose by giving, you lose by holding back.”  You always tell me never be afraid to go a little further coz in the end, love conquers all.  Just remember this, I love you and I cannot think of any day when I will stop loving you.

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