I woke up this morning, feeling numb.  The pain is there but I cannot cry anymore.  It felt like everything stops here.  Everything ends here and a new journey is in place.   Another journey, another uncertainty.  Yet, it is time to move on and move forward.  My paths had been rough and I turned to a lot of different directions.  I got lost in that journey and I cannot find my destination.  In fact, I have forgotten where that journey should end.  Now is the beginning of another trip.  I don’t have a map yet, still consumed by the failure of my previous journey.  Yet, I know where this one is heading into - I have to go back home and be with God.  That journey had led me far from Him and I had never felt so distant.  Now, I am coming back.  I know, this journey will also be tough, tougher than the first one but it is definitely worth all the sacrifices and pains.

Categories : My Thoughts, My Journey