It’s a wonder how it happened this way. You came at the perfect time yet, you also came at the wrong time. You came into my life when it’s crashing. You lend me your hand and I was able to stand up again. You brought back the smile in my lips and wiped the tears in my eyes. I learned to walk again but I was clinging on you.

You came at the wrong time because my dependence drove you away and I regret that I put my burden on your shoulder. If I had met you earlier, when I’m still whole, it could have not ended. It could have been the beginning of a great friendship. Yet, if you did not come then, where would I be?

I guess, things are just meant to be like that. That you enter my life and leave…soon enough so I can still let you go but long enough to be remembered for the rest of my life. Soon enough so that memories are still a few but long enough to leave a mark. Then again, this could be your sole purpose in my life: to help me realize that it’s not the end of everything and that I still have a life to live.  That my ex is not the only man in the world and I deserve someone better - and there are a lot of men who are a lot better than him.  God put you in place during that time to serve this purpose.  Now that you have done your job, it is time to say goodbye.

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