For one year, I sort of turned my back from dating other men.  I tried but it just didn’t work.  I always back out last minute when a friend invites me to go somewhere or meet someone.  Now, after that Friday evening, I am opening my door again.  So, when my friend invited me last Wednesday, I dropped everything and went with her.  She introduced me to a rather interesting guy.  That evening, I was feeling light and happy.  It’s like another door had been opened for me.  Though, fate seem to be playing along since one of the guys there have the same name as yours.  I just smiled at the thought that that night is supposedly a night without you but I just received a rather huge reminder.  It’s a bit like a slap on my face.  Yet, the night went well.  Perhaps, it’s because of that evening that I was able to face the next day with a new outlook in life.

I look forward to seeing him again.  I look forward to meeting other people again.  I felt a bit stuck for a while and now things are moving forward.  Let’s see where destiny takes me.

Categories : My Thoughts, My Journey