For the nth time, I am saying goodbye.  For the nth time, you broke my heart.  I said I will be wiser this time.  I said I will not let my heart be broken again.  Now, here I am.  Lost in the gloom.  Longing for true love.  Picking up the pieces.  Loving and hurting at the same time.  It was not easy before.  I was hoping it will be easier this time, but it wasn’t.  It was even harder.  I said, since my heart was broken then, perhaps this time it will be true.  Yet, it was merely a dream.  A dream that I want to woke up from before it turns into a nightmare.  Someday, I will learn to smile again.  Someday, my heart will be whole again.  But this time, just let me mourn over another lost love.  For another heart that died.  For another love that has left me.  Then just hope for new love to come.  Next time… it will be true.  Next time, I know it will last forever.  Next time, my heart will not be broken.

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