After a few failed relationships, I thought I know better.  But you are just so different from the rest.  First, you were never really my usual type.  I don’t know why I even bothered paying attention.  It is just so weird that the man I don’t normally like is the man who treats me this way.  I hate this feeling of not being in control.  I wanted to stay away but you drew me near.  And now, you are pushing me away.  How weird is that?  I am beginning to hate you for doing this to me.  I am beginning to hate you for the things you do to me or the things you make me feel.  How can you lie to me?  What good will you get out of this?  What good will you get in hurting me?

Categories : My Thoughts, My Journey