I guess, I will never understand how and why two people meet only to part ways. How a seemingly nice story ends in a tragic way. I don’t know why you came into my life. I don’t understand why we had to meet just so you can break my heart. I prayed so hard for my heart not to be broken again. Yet, I guess I read the signs the wrong way. I should have stopped earlier. I shouldn’t have let you come this close. I should have kept my distance. Now, I had to leave. Now, I had to keep my distance and my heart is breaking at every step of the way. I have learned to love you. I have learned to care. Now, I have to stop caring, I have to depart. But I have to say goodbye. It’s time to move on for I have realized that you can never love me. Somehow, I cannot help but feel that you used me but I try not to think that way. Sana lang, di mo na ako pinaasa. You know what I had been through yet, you still hurt me. Sana hindi na kita nakilala. I wish fate didn’t bring you into my life. Sana hindi na kita minahal para di na ko nasasaktan. Why did you touch my heart if you only mean to break it? Wala naman akong ginawang masama sayo, pero bakit ganyan ka? I may have committed some mistakes and might have hurt you in some ways, but I hope you realize that it wasn’t my intention to do that. I would have said things that hurt you but I hope you know that if I hurt you, I hurt myself even more. All I can do is ask why but I am not sure if you will give me an answer. And I guess, I can never understand why you did the things you did and say the things you have said. So, just set me free and let me say goodbye and i love you for the last time.

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