My dear stranger, you entered my life in the most unexpected way and during the time when I needed you most.  It was the time when I was questioning God why all these had to happen.  Why I needed to suffer this much pain.  Then you came and changed everything.  You gave me hope.  You seem to be the answer to my questions.  It was like, God is telling me that the reason why he was gone is because God wants me to pick up someone better.  You kept me sane.  All the more, you made me desire to make myself whole again.  I have moved on because of the hope you have given.

There was a time when you asked me why I moved on so fast.  I told you, it is because God has answered my prayers… What I did not tell you is that God answered my prayers through you.

Yet, I have my fears.  When you become close to someone, you give them the power to hurt you.  As you become closer, the more it will hurt if you lose them.  That is why I want to build my wall around me so no one can get closer.  I don’t want to wait for the moment when I cannot lose you anymore.  So I asked God to take you away from me.

For the past few days, when I received no word from you, I assumed it is God telling me that it’s over.  You have done your part in my life.  I know, something out there, far better than I can imagine will come my way.  I hope that you too will find God’s will for you.  I hope that I, too, have fulfilled my purpose in your life. 

Thank you dear stranger, for letting me realize what God wants to tell me.  Thank you for sharing my pain.  Thank you for what you have done even when you are not even conscious of it.

Goodbye Dear Stranger.  May God guide you on your way.

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