I remember me and my bestfriend talking before saying that the good thing about us is that we try to see the lighter side of things.  It was probably easier to say it then when we were younger.  Yet, it is also not difficult to say it now.  Positive thinking results to a lot of great things, but I think I would rather call it faith.  The faith that God is in control and that everything will be better in His time.  Faith that no matter how difficult your situation is right now, God is there with you and He will never leave you until everything is well again.  I don’t think faith or positive thinking means that we are not allowed to feel feer at all.  I believe it is alright to feel fear at times, after all, we are only human and fear is one of the emotions that we humans feel.  Yet, that fear should bring us to realize our weakness and seek God’s strength.  Our fear should lead us to recognizing that we are not strong enough but God’s strength can overcome anything, and begin to rely on God’s providence than our own.  It is like passing the wheel to him when the ship is faced with a storm and letting Him take you to the shore.

I have felt fear a number of times but after I write it down and began realizing how good my God is, my fear slowly turns to faith.  Faith that brings a lot of miracles in my life, a smile on my face and a glow in my eyes.  I don’t know what the future will bring, nor what will happen tomorrow all I know is that when I wake up tomorrow morning, that means God wants me to stay here on earth and He will also stay with me.

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