I never expected this will happen again… the time when I have to let go of my feelings.  I said I won’t fall in love again but here I am loving and hurting at the same time.  Just like before.  I prayed for this not to happen anymore.  I have been hurt so bad before.  Now, here I go again.  Here I go again.

It’s amazing how people come into our lives, rearrange not just our furnitures but bits and pieces of our character, our personality and our lives in general. Then, when they leave us, nothing remain the same. Things have already changed and no matter how hard you try to put your life back to the way it was before they came, you can never do it again. You just find yourself different. Your life…changed. No matter how hard you try, it will not be the same as before. The water had been stirred and it will not be as still as it was before.  Even if it already quiets down and becomes still again, the stone that stirs it will remain underneath.

When they leave, you find yourself unable to stand up for a while. Sitting or lying still, unable to move.  Mourning and crying over that which is gone. But as time pass by, the water will be still again. You stand up and walk again. Then someone else will enters your life.   A stone has been thrown again, stirring the water.  Things will change again, but this time who knows… the one who came may have come to stay and never leave.

I have read this in one of the forums I had been visiting lately. I hope this inspires you as well as it has inspired me….

Dear God,

I am about to commit myself to someone I fell in love with. Can I take him now? I have prayed for him for quite some time now.

But God answered:

Not yet, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by me alone. You need to give yourself totally

unreserved to me because in me your satisfaction is to be found. And when you learn to commit yourself to me alone then,

only then is the right time for you to be capable of a perfect human relationship that I have planned for you, long before you

thought about it. You will never be united with another until you are united with me. You will never learn to speak and

understand the true language of love until you hear me speak it. You will never learn how it is to love and be loved until

you feel the tender touch of my LOVE. I want you to stop planning. Stop wishing and allow me to step in and give you the

most surprising and exciting plan that you can imagine. You are my child. I want you to have the best. Please allow me to

bring it to you. Fix your eyes on me and expect the greatest things as you watch. Keep experiencing the satisfaction that

I AM. Learn all the things I tell you and be patient. Just wait. Don’t be anxious. Do not worry. Don’t look around and feel at the

things others may have got. Yours will be different because I LOVE YOU. Don’t look at things you think you want. They may

not be the things I want for you. Look up straight at me because you might miss what I want to show you. And then, when

you’re ready. I’ll surprise you with a lover far more wonderful than what you would ever dream of. But I won’t let you have it

until you are ready and the one I have prepared for you is ready, until you are both satisfied exclusively with me and the LIFE

I have prepared for you. FIND ME AND EVERYTHING ELSE THAT YOU THINK YOU NEED WILL BE PUT INTO YOUR LIFE!

Loving you,

God