I never thought that I’d fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you’d had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn’t expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you’ll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can’t sleep til you’re next to me
No i can’t live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you’re next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I’d never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I’d never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I’m sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn’t expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you’ll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can’t sleep til you’re next to me
No i can’t live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you’re next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can’t go to sleep
Cause it feels like I’ve fallen for you
It’s getting way too deep
And i know that it’s love because

I can’t sleep til you’re next to me
No i can’t live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you’re next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

My thoughts:  Lately, I had been addicted this song.  Perhaps, because it basically describes how I feel in a rather hip way.  I guess, that’s how it feels to fall in love.   You get a bit of insomnia every now and then… but then again, am I saying that I am in love?  Naahhh… hope not.  Or should I say, I hope not yet….

Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
Words are only words
Can you show me something else
Can you swear to me that you’ll always be this way
Show me how you feel
More than ever baby

I don’t wanna be lonely anymore [x3]

So many years gone
Still I remember
How did I ever let my heart believe
In one who never gave enough to me
And so many years gone
With love that was so wrong
I can’t forget the way it used to be
And how you changed the
taste of love for me

You were my one more chance
I never thought I’d find
You were the one moment
I’ll always have in my mind
No-one will ever touch me more
And I only hope that in return
I might have saved the best of me for you

And we’ll have no ending
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If we can hold on
And I think I’ve come this
far because of you
Could be no other love but yours will do

You were my one more chance
I never thought I’d find
You were the one moment
I’ll always have in my mind
No-one will ever touch me more
And I only hope that in return
I might have saved the best of me for you

No-one will ever touch me more
And I only hope that in return
No matter how much we have to learn
I might have saved the best of me for you

For you
I saved the best of me

You were my one more chance
You were the one romance

Note: This song is for you

My heart says we’ve got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz, my hearts been fooled before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
or is it true could you really be

Someone to have and hold
with all my heart and soul
I need to know before I fall in love
someone who’ll stay around
through all my up’s and down’s
Please tell me now before I fall in love

I’m at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
but I wanna take a chance
Oh, please give me a reason to believe
say you’re the one
that you’ll always be

Someone to have and hold
with all my heart and soul
I need to know before I fall in love
Someone who’ll stay around
through all my up’s and down’s
Please tell me now before I fall in love
It’s been so hard for me
to give my heart away
but I’d give my everything

Someone to have and hold
with all my heart and soul
I need to know before I fall in love
Someone who’ll stay around
through all my up’s and down’s
Please tell me now before I fall in love
Before I fall in love

My Thoughts: Even if I want to believe that we’re meant for each other. Even if I want to believe that you love me too. My heart fears that it will be broken again. My mind tells me to be careful. I’m scared to believe what my heart says. I’m scared to believe then be hurt again. I don’t want to be the fool again. Loving someone with all my heart and believing that the other person feels the same… only to find out in the end, that I only saw what I wanted to see. That I only felt what I wanted to feel. All along, everything is just a dream and I woke up in a nightmare.

I tried to kill the pain,
But only brought more.
(So much more)
I’m dying,
And I’m pouring, crimson regret, and betrayal.

My wounds cry for the grave.
My soul cries, for deliverance.
Will I be denied ?
Christ! Tourniquet! My suicide.

My Thoughts: Lately, a lot of things happened at work that I feel like I am sacrificing my soul.  I have never felt so far from God than before.  I want to take a retreat.  It feels like nothing right is happening.  Yes, I get the material things I need and want but what is the status of my spirit?  I feel like there is a wall between me and God and I have to break that wall.  Nakakalungkot isipin na minsan the things that happen in our life brings us away from God.  And sometimes, you feel that you have no choice.  When you fire employees, when you reprimand someone, when you lose your temper, when you think bad of someone, makes me feel that I am turning my back from God.  I pray that I am not too lost to be saved.

Every word, every touch every look is a little too much
I�m helpless now to the arms of this stranger.
Haunting smiles, one by one creep inside and it�s over and done
Lost control, but without feeling danger

Does he know how it feels, to be dying inside when he goes
How it feels to be wondering if anything shows how it feels
Oh my everyday stranger.

Playing games in my mind say that I don�t want one of his kind.
I�ll wrap him up in a blanket of goodbyes
Then a turn for the worst, he looks up and I�m already cursed.
Tangled up and it�s harder to disguise.

Does he know how it feels, to be dying inside when he goes
How it feels to be wondering if anything shows how it feels
Oh my everyday stranger.

There�s nothing I wouldn�t do to keep from dreaming of you
Unless you wanted me to.
But that�s something I may never know
There�s nothing I wouldn�t say to make it easier to walk away
Unless you ask me to stay
But the only way I�ll survive is if I go.

Does he know how it feels, to be dying inside when he goes
How it feels to be wondering if anything shows how it feels
Oh my everyday stranger.

Oh my everyday stranger.

Oh my everyday stranger.

That’s how much I love you
That’s how much I need you
And I can’t stand ya
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like it for awhile
No.. but you won’t let me
You upset me girl, then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can’t remember what you did

Well I hate it
You know exactly what to do
So that I can’t stay mad at you
For too long, that’s wrong
Girl, I hate it
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don’t wanna fuss and fight no more
So I despise that I adore
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so..

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
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Sad and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I
Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain’t right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me
And your kiss won’t make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me

That’s how much I love you
How much I need you
That’s how much I need you
That’s how much I love you
That’s how much I need you

And I hate that I love you so–
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so.. so..

Now that it’s all said and done,
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I’m putting my heart back together,
‘Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.

This is the song that perfectly describes how I feel.  I’m so over you.  I thought it was impossible but I made it.  Now, my dreams are within reach, life is getting better each day.  I thank God for everything and in return, I want to be a blessing to others.